strangely enough, i get the feeling that you're... tired of me? that's perhaps the best way i can put it. no idea whether it's true or it's just because you have too many personal problems. but meh.
overthinking.
something that constantly affects me and which i've learned to live with >_> but still it kind of screws up a day because it makes you spend the whole day wondering and thinking and stewing over
like one pathetic issue that you shouldn't even have considered in the first place
and in the end you reach no conclusion and ask the person
and get a vague reply, which just worsens it
so now i'm.. in a weird limbo between moods or something. somewhat happy while somewhat sad and blah.
btw if anyone is like anti emo people or moodswings you can stop reading now (:
so anyway back to the topic
is it caused by, say, too much worrying and eventually it develops into a habit? or perhaps it's the [zomg so chim] subconcious in denial.
whatever the case may be, i've never really bothered about _why_ i overthink and just... go straight to act >_>
which results in me being screwed up and extremely paranoid about trivial matters
not very good eh
and results in this circular post
oh well.
i still have that feeling you're being polite for like friendship's sake and all.
i hope it's not true.
and as for you what can i say
it's over, i shouldn't bother, i should get over it but somehow
i can't.
[mood: =/]
[music: disturbed - dehumanized]
