back. 3rd sergeant. kind of disappointed i didn't get 2nd though.
amoy quee camp generally sucks, and with ncc's low budget the campus sucks even more. ah well. crappy bunks and flooded toilet when bathing =/ ah well. the cute looking female CLT didn't really help to make me feel better except like er look at her when i was bored >_> hurhurhur.
well. still confused and all over previous matters. i can't run anymore, i can't escape forever. probably tomorrow i have to get it over with once and for all. it'll probably lead to disappointment and sadness in a lot of people but... sigh. what else can i do? i've already said my goodbyes long before. and it's time to stop being a drag in other people's lives.
do i really treat you that special...? i don't think we'll ever forget this. and it'll continue to get between us
as it always did and will always do
kyoumi.
gomen. shikashi...
kyou wa totemo kirai desu yo.
nothing more. and nothing less.
you said forever, over and overmood: :|
music: anberlin - paper thin hymn
